A Dedication to the Best

even when I'm the only one laughing at myself or my own joke
even when my friend can be as beautiful as I am
even when I look like an ass
Life comes at you fast and as a diva
I'm always prepared to take a picture
especially with the ones I love most and need at all times to live.

The Laws I Live By

Live.Love.Laugh

Life:

Life is all about taking chances and taking risks.

In the midst of it all, you should be happy but at the same time, no one should be hurt. But always keep in mind, that you do for you and you deserve to be happy.

Love:

Love doesn't mean to just have a significant other and great sex. I mean its a plus but not a must. Love means to be proud of what you have
and to appreciate it. Embrace it.

Laugh:

I laugh at everything, even when I bust my ass in the middle of the street. I'm proud to say I'm Alexandra Brittany Fernandez. And if they laugh, I laugh to because they're jealous.

Other than that I live by no one's rules and no one's standards.
When it comes to sex, I judge no one.
There's no such thing as whore or slut.
It's of experimenting and finding out what a person wants.
I'm Bi. Not confused. Appreciative of both sexes.
I love piercings&tattoos.
I'm 16 years old and that equals to 16 years of wisdom.
And as I get older, this Brooklyn Girl becomes
Better
Smart
Wiser

BOYsssssssss

WTF!?! is up with boys now a days?!? I'm going to speak for myself. I love aggressive, strong, mean guys with that crazy daddy mentality, but I don't want a sex crazed relationship before it even starts. I don't want the Can I Have Pics friendship. I'm not going to smut myself out to make heads happy. Maybe if you were my boyfriend and we have strong bond. Giving naked pics is like getting fuckied in the ass...he has mad shit on you. When things don't go his way he can put your shit out there like no other just like if you were to get fucked in the ass he can say I FUCKED YOU IN THE ASS BITCH. Think about it.

UH! Feeling Sick!

I hate that feeling. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to keel over and die. I mean God forbid. I was just chilling getting ready to go out. Then, I start talking with my dad and got this sudden migraine. I decided to take a nap and every time I went to get up to take a shower, my body oddly rejected the movement. So, I just slept the rest of the time. But, I wake up at 11 something and I'm ready to just vomit. I feel like I'm going to faint. My face is on fire. I just can't fathom what it is. My dad thinks it's because I just got over my period. I know weird but it's not because he grew up with 4 sisters. He takes care of me, so he knows me best. That's why I am daddy's little girl. Any ways back on track from my little tangent. I hope I don't pass out again. Maybe it would teach my mom a lesson about being a real mother and that I am stressed out too, but at the same time that's putting my life in danger. I really don't think she understands that. Uh! Someone help me if you have any advice on what to do.
Zandra some what Loves Life

OMG I'm Scared

Today on the A train, I'm standing there trying to figure why the hell I'm late for school. My bag begins to feel heavy, so I put it down. My body shakes and I look down. All I remember is someone catching me and yelling for an ambulance and water. They sit me down and I just throw up. Thank you to the two women who helped me. God will pay you back double fold for what you've done. I sat in the police station in the train station at Hoyt. The ambulance came to get me and dropped me off at LICH which is my hospital. They began running all these tests on me. They were checking my heart and everything.

It scares me. They are even checking to see if I'm pregnant. I mean if I am, that's weird because I'm not even having sex. I'd be like the Virgin Mary except I'm not a virgin. But it brought such a scare over my life. Life is too short for me to constantly do the same routine over and over and over again. I need to make some changes in my life and be smart about it.

DEFINITELY

Zandra Loves Life

Oh My Jesus! Its Zion

This is the love of my fucking life.
No one can top his status.
He's the one I'd fight for.
He's my ride or die.
And despite what Kaveise wrote because he did violate us both on that topic,
he's still amazing.
I believe he's all I'll ever need in the world.
I guess if I think of more I'll write some more.
Love you Zion!

See! Killer Dude

I travel and shop around the world just as much as I get love from boys and girls.

The ring I rock is from Greece (so is the shirt in the pic).

The jewelry I rock is from Panama.

The Uggs I where are from Australia.

The belly ring I once wore is from Italy.

The earrings I wear are from Peru.

And everything I do and wear is influenced by my travels.

I'm a rockstar.

I party hard.

I spend wrecklessly.

I may be perfect to my standards but I keep the limelight out my face.

I keep haters close to make me better

and friends closer to teach me better

Yeah

I may come off as a bitch

I may come off as conceited

But everything I say I deserve to feel

I've grown as a person

I loved sneakers.

FUCK THEM.

I love my CHOCOLATE UGGS.

I'm buying 4 more pairs.

I loved my LG Voyager.

FUCK IT.

Pink Blackberry Curve, I got you.

Innocent

SIKE

Emotional

SIKE

Hippie

YEAH MAN!!

I speak peace

I look for love

I party for fun

I drink for life

I'm me forever.

Live.Love.Laugh